i dont blog because people want me to. i mean, not like EVERYONE asks me to blog right.
i just feel like writing to vent my anger.


i cant stand home.
they're always quarreling non-stop.
everytime when both of them are at home i feel like a war is going to erupt.
they just quarrel like there's no tmr.
they dont even give a damn to me when i am trying very hard to do my hmwk or stuffs.
you call you home?

fuck.


and. i dont like to be told what to do and what not. esp with that kind of damn attitude.
i am a human, i have my own choices.
yes i may be indecisive sometimes and go with the crowd.
but when it comes to my own things i want to make my own decision.
it is not sth that you can tell me to do.
i apologised today because i feel that i am gg back to the old me, which i dont like.
i clearly know that i have no control over you.
i have no rights to ask you to do this or do that.
that's the reason why i apologise.
but when you treat that nothing has happened and give me that flamboyang attitude,

i am just fuckingly pissed up.

i am still wondering if i have made the right choice.
but i guess it'll continue to be a big question mark.

because i dont fucking give a damn to this anymore.

to my dearest muffin :




i am sorry.
i am sorry that i am being such a bitch.
i am sorry that i am being so insensitive to your feelings, even though i thought i was sensitive to you.
i am sorry ><

i dont know what to say anymore, other than apologising. sorry for being lag.

sorry for like pangsehing you ><

i am sorry.
maybe everything came in the wrong time.
i am sorry ><


but rest assure k?
i will ride out the storm together with you, no matter what.
no matter how things get complicated.
i will be with you k?

cheer up(:

yknow im not good at consoling of comforting, but i can listen.
i will listen to all your pourings.
i will listen to all your happinesses too.

i hope all the bad things will end and good things will come along k?
let's keep our fingers crossed k?

well peapole. another post (:


yknow life is such a bitch.


and yknow when you're happily going on with your life, some bitch would just like to invade you little world and make things ugly.


what an ass.


well. my life isnt really exactly happy anyway, so it doesnt make much difference, but well. this girl just make make everything worse.

why am i even wasting my post talking bout a lowlife? -.-

LAST DAY OF 2008!


yeahyeah. today's the last day of 2008 and im sitting right in front of my computer, typing this post, instead of being outside and counting down to very last second of 2008.

how pathetic is this ><

therefore,yijun and me SWEAR! that we're gg to countdown tgt at siloso beach next NYE! :D

ok.since it's the last day.i shall just clear some things before 2008 ends.and hope all these will end by then


1) to this very girl.

yes.girl.

i dun really like her.esp her voice. lol ,like everyone does.but the lucky thing is that, i dun anyhow scream and shout and pollute the air. and i dun showoff my results (: (thanks alot)
there're so much things that i want to say.but well. i've decided to stop here, for her case. yeah.

(sorry i have no idea wad's the thesis of the paragraph above)


2)to girl no.2 :D

please. i use the word pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee. dun write your loveey dovvey feelings for your crush in your blog when he doesnt even like you. >< you make it sound like HE IS YOUR BOYFRIEND. and that poor guy. you guys nvr see how he rolled his eyes when we mentioned her name. it's like sdfsfdasjdaksdjaksdj. that whole lovey msg that you post everyday is giving me shivers. but wadever.im just saying how i feel.

3) er... nothing much.


so yeah.that's all i've got so far.

and let's see..hmm went to watch bedtime stories with kh kc and yy .it's very hilarious. nice film. go catch it! lol. (i know im making it sound boring but well.. im not in the mood to blog)

and yeah let's see AGN.. im in 3H. with kh joa mei en yucheng and chuanrui. of cuz there're other ppl but well these are the closer ones.

hmmm.. i dun really like the class.

i really really dun like the class.

and yeah.im ending here. dunno wad to write alrd.

oh tuhan.


im starting to miss 2E

after watching the video. esp the first part.

4days to chalet (:

okokokokokok

i've removed ><

i removed is cuz of sinyee. hope they dun create any trouble to you.
and yeah.

i aint afraid of those two.
i can say those words right in front of their face(:
yijun supports me too! heh

and



WEIREN'S NOT MY STEADDDDDDDD.......

we're just:
good friends (:
best horny partners(:

hahahaa.
anw. i posted photos of me and him is cuz they're the only photos i took.lol.
with the exceptions of gila gurl and me.

yeah.

i haven write my dedications yet!!
guess i'll write it other times.
after chalet k?
maybe more things to write.

P.S:TRNG SUCKS.

last day of sch!

i dint cry.

i dunno why.
i really dunno why.
pauline cried
kc cried
joanne cried
kh cried
yuching cried
amanda cried

EVEN CHEE CRIED.

maybe i havent feel the emotions yet.
maybe like mutang, will feel it later.

hais.

we're still a class right 2E? (:
we'll still meet in school, in chalet in outings!

i think all of us will just burst out crying during chalet >< style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);" size="1">ivedeletedthosemsg.
tostopmefromthinkingfurther.
youdidnttextme.
idoubtyouwillanymore.
endherepls.
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